Useless life

What if someone abuses to ur mom on phone...what if your sisters life has become hell, did u ever felt the sleepless nights right before your grand reborn? All answers are yes...as far as this nerdy is concern...i keep blogging and blogging when m upset...angry...i mean who would have sit confined to one room after all that what happened to my family noone....but here I am reading billionaire boy thinking about coding...thing about college...thinking about softwares that would change the sillicon valley forever...it isnt that I dnt feel bad...afterall they were mine...mom didnt ate food this night...n I ...i just could not do anything...i have to be big...but not like this..i would study hard...n would revolutionize the world with my thoughts and apps websites that I would create...will wait for that one day...god bless all!

Building a software ... For nerds

Now guess what, if a girl stays just next to your house and you found her to be intresting! But what if u dnt knw her email nor her Facebook id then what? And as if its icing on the cake tht guys like me cn never go up to her nd reveal our heart. Major reson being the fear of rejection, failure or a big blow to our geeky ego. May be insted of sitting in my room n making plan to talk or just instead of blogging I should have gone directly to her n ask if we could be friends...bt no..my fear is so much that it stops me from risking . So I m sort of coming with an idea...what if u cud send her a request through a softwre...may be nor for dating..just a friend request..but what about the privacy? And on what basis would we find the right girl...sinked into deep thoughts...tough job but if i could build something...it would surely be brilliant!

Ineffective Memoirs Feature

Had to do a lot of work with my Facebook page to make it popular...well the initial response was out of the box 150* likes in 2 days since the lage was launched. Comments posts were the area of concern...hired a content creator but he did as if he owned the page I created. Same was the case with the moderators so removed them all! Last night added a memoir feature through which one can share his or her memories incidents even confessions related to school but it went vain received just 3 of them...i wanted my page to be super popular...i had to add something more...something more different that drives the needed attention..

What's Next?

What started as a movie has now become my greatest obsession. The Social Network...Mark Zuckerberg keep roaming in my head all the time. I have to study a lot...i want to be extra ordinary like Zuck. Bhopal is my new home now at least for few years...computer science my stream...codings my best friend...computer my soul mate! Like they say in Harvard that inventing a job is easier than finding a job. This is exactly what i am going to do. Easy enough...but not easier...it will take nights of sleeplessness and i am ready for it...

pushonit: Mordern India

pushonit: Mordern India: It's 5:50PM in the evening and i am eager to write my new post....it took me great amount of time to decide what should i write about? ...

Mordern India

It's 5:50PM in the evening and i am eager to write my new post....it took me great amount of time to decide what should i write about? I have already tried billionaires ..idols, personal life and so on and so full. Now what i did was opened my Facebook account and revisited my experiences of this day. Now what all i did today of course was of no use to do the society or to the Holy Motherland India but still there was some work done.

Now without taking it to the level of boredom i begin...

I just came of my house, the clouds are still on with absolutely no wind..may be it could rain today :-) which would be a great relief as 35-37'C isn't good even if you are staying in India!So my bike was moving along the road, what marked my attention was even though it wasn't a sunny day but still i couldn't see much people on roads...my be because it's the first day of Navratr. Then i went to the grocery cum departmental store to buy few food products. A young boy  around my age was on the counter, suddenly his phone rang...Omg! did i just heard a Apple I phone ringtone? Does this boy who hasn't graduated yet,who doesnt even  earn money owns a Iphones worth 40000/- !!! And there are thousands who die everyday just because they lack that single penny which is needed to buy your life! Now i was just lost in these thoughts as he continued his conversation..

"Hey are u on a pc right now?"

"Ya I am, But Why?"

"Do you have my Facebook Id?"

"No! but will u please tell me, what the heck did happened?"

" Nothing, my Girlfriend man...she wants to log in just to check if i am cheating on her!"

"So then why should i help you?"

"Because i am your elder bro"

I couldn't hear their conversation any further as i had more enjoyable stuffs to do.relationship status, interested in...likes..pic uploads...comments is that what India has stick into? Is that it? is that your imagination?is that your knowledge/ your skill? Doe sit all ends on a social networking site?

Ask this question to yourself , is that what you really want to end life your life for?
oh come-on  our leaders and scholars sacrificed everything they had just to see the young India Prosper...I am not against Facebook no one can be...it's a beautiful experience ..even i who has bored you by now Facebook daily...But folks be what you are...be honest to your love...your family....more importantly be honest to your own life! Don't waste it...you only live once!

So my pushonit-"Enjoy Your Life....Make people Smile...Do something that changes the vision ...do something that brings a Revolution..."

The War Song....

When every thing seemed unset undone,
That's where my new life begun
Their were moments of defeat along with sorrow
I dealt with everyone...sometimes begged sometimes borrowed.

No! No! I am not a weak man at all,
I keep fighting my way back
Not wasting my time nymore at cigratte stalls.

The beautiful past i still remember..
the sunshines, the rainbows..and her family members
If i had to say something that i regret from my past
i would go on and on as the list is very vast.

I am sorry to everyone to whom i misbehaved
Belive me mates..it's been a months since last shave!
No matter how hard my life hits me
i would go on and on....
singing my favorite "THE WAR Song..."